Happy Mental Health VISIBILITY Week

As you may have noticed, this week is Mental Health Awareness Week. Which is wonderful – mental health is something we should all be talking about more. But sometimes when these weeks roll around I can’t help but feel that – much like weddings and funerals – they’re more for the outside world than the people they’re directly about.

Not that that’s a bad thing, because it isn’t. More people speaking out about their struggles with mental health helps to widen the conversation, broaden understanding and decrease stigma. It gives other people the courage to stand up and say “yeah, I feel like that too, it’s totally normal”. Shame is a bugger and anything we as a society can do to make it less embarrassing to admit you see a therapist or have panic attacks sometimes or you had a little cry in the frozen isle of Sainsbury’s earlier because you couldn’t decide what to have for tea (we’ve all been there right?) is a good thing to do.

Awareness though. That’s a weird choice of word. If you struggle with your mental health – even if you haven’t named it – then you’re aware of it. It’s impossible not to be. You may not call it anxiety or depression or PTSD but you’ll be aware of the cloud hovering over you, the voice in your head telling you that everything is wrong, that you are wrong. That voice is inside you, that feeling is inside you and you can’t get away from it and you can’t ignore it. Sometimes, all you want in the world is to have a week when you AREN’T aware of it. A week where the crushing weight of the things inside your head doesn’t even occur to you. A week where you don’t think about your mental health at all, because you don’t have to. What a relief that would be. A week off from the constant battle with your own brain. I wish I could have that. But also I don’t, because my struggles with mental health have shaped and moulded me. They are integral to who I am, and I think I’m okay with who I am, so that means I have to keep them.

So awareness might not be the right word. Maybe visibility is a better one. Mental Health Visibility Week. And aren’t we all always saying that one of the worst things about a mental health condition is that it’s invisible?

The other good thing about visibility is that (in an ideal world) it comes hand in hand with representation. It’s important for people who don’t struggle with their own mental health because it helps them to understand, and it’s important for people who do because it lets us know we’re not alone – YOU ARE NOT ALONE –  and it helps to give them words to express how they feel. It is indescribably helpful, when you’re trying to articulate an abstract feeling that you will never find the words for, to just point at a book or a song or tv show and say “That. I feel like that.”

The representation of people living with a mental health condition in the media still isn’t what it should be – in terms of numbers and nuance – but it’s getting better. I’ve seen a lot of things this week celebrating art that has been made (especially books) about mental health. And not all of it represents everybody. That’s a really important thing to remember. Everyone’s mental health is totally unique – depression is not one size fits all – so not everything will be reflective of everyone’s experiences, and that’s ok. But, if you are struggling, or know someone who is, or are just interested, then these are some things that I’ve found helpful or that reflected my journey with mental health, even just a little bit, and I would recommend you check them out:

Turtles All the Way Down by John Green (if you only look up one thing on this list, let it be this book), Crazy Ex-Girlfriend (embrace the fact it’s a musical, and find it on Netflix), Bojack Horseman (this is a bit raw, it took me like 3 attempts to get into because it was too real), the Next to Normal Original Broadway Cast recording (particularly the song I Miss the Mountains), and Reasons to Stay Alive by Matt Haig. This is just a tiny selection, and if you have anything that has helped you with your mental health, or has made you breathe a sigh of relief because it shows that someone else gets it, then get in touch and tell us what it is.

And we want to carry on this conversation. Let’s make sure we’re aware of mental health – our own and each other’s – all the time. So that’s what our new show Open Mic is going to try to do. It’s a bit scary to talk about. It’s hard and a bit embarrassing. But more people speaking out is a good thing… right?

– by Hattie Taylor, writer & director of Open Mic.

Introducing the Cast of Between the Armies

The Rondo Theatre, Thursday 20th & Friday 21st September 2018
EMILY MALLOY • Rumour / Kate / Douglas
NJEKO KATEBE • Harry Hotspur
MIKE HARLEY • Northumberland / Westmoreland
JAMES LEYSHON • Mortimer / Poins
ELISABETH WINKLER • Mistress Quickly / Blunt

Fall of Kings Casting Announcement

Introducing the cast of our 2018 production Fall of Kings!

Toby Underwood as KING RICHARD II

Russell Eccleston as HENRY BOLINGBROKE

Gabrielle Finnegan as QUEEN ISABELLA and the BISHOP of CARLISLE

Mike Harley as JOHN of GAUNT

James Leyshon as LORD AUMERLE and ROSS

Ross Scott as the DUKE of YORK

Kian Pollard as the EARL of NORTHUMBERLAND

Adam Lloyd-James as THOMAS MOWBRAY and BUSHY


Behind the Camera

Aesthetic Decisions Behind the Fall of Kings Production Shots


Meet Dan, the kind actor who willingly followed us down a damp mile-long tunnel with a camera, a change of clothes and a tripod. The Two Tunnels Greenway, located just outside Bath, were central to our mood board for this production. Pinned alongside it were abandoned rail tunnels, 90’s grunge icons with greasy hair, and the odd stained-glass window.

These images were born from a need to give the show a visual style that would allow us to play with androgynous costuming and a desire to present a tarnished, decaying version of the illustrious Catholicism depicted in Shakespeare’s Richard II.

Fall of Kings is a story about a King’s relationship with his god, about the nature of man’s relationship with the divine. For this reason we wanted to ground the world of Richard and his adversaries in the earth and the gritty, mortal world of medieval England – or one that resembles it anyway. We thought a dark, coarse setting would really exaggerate the divide between the heightened, heavenly world of God and the monarchy, and the human world.

The images that came from the Two Tunnels shoot are more industrial than that, but they capture the grime and the morally polluted feeling that runs beneath the surface of the play. Dan’s knowledge of the play helped. He understood the tone and character of the writing and was able to play on that with his movement and embodiment.


One of the requirements for the production shots was ambiguity. We didn’t know how our Richard would end up looking as a character, so it was important that the images reflected this mystery and didn’t give too much away. The gloomy setting was useful, making it easy with long exposure settings to blur parts of the image and imitate the atmosphere of the Tunnels.

Unfortunately we can’t perform in the Two Tunnels Greenway – too many cyclists! – but wherever we go we will hopefully be able to recreate the earthiness of these images, and make a show that is raw and powerful.


Let us know what you think on Twitter @ApricityTheatre or Facebook @apricitytheatrecompany!


Meet the Creatives

With this exciting new stage in Apricity’s development comes a growing team of creatives and collaborators joining us on our journey. A fresh new website seems then like the perfect opportunity for an introduction to those people whose hard work and wonderful brains will soon be decorating our blog with their ideas.


Hattie Taylor – Associate Artist

Hattie has recently joined Apricity as a Director and Dramaturg for our in-progress production of Grief. She is a director, writer and dramaturg, specialising in theatre for young people. Hattie studied a BA in Drama Studies at Bath Spa University, before carrying on with an MA in Theatre for Young Audiences.

Hattie has worked as an Assistant Director on Antigone for Theatre Royal Bath Theatre School, Assistant Writer for Under A Cardboard Sea at the Bristol Old Vic, and is currently working as Assistant Director for a group of young people from the TRB Theatre School on the egg 2017 Christmas show Aurora.

Her debut play, Went the Day Well?, inspired by the stories of soldiers commemorated on the St Saviour’s School war memorial in Bath, was recently performed at the egg theatre in association with the with TRB Creative Learning department.

Hattie’s writing is daring, and dark at times, drawing influence from Greek tragedy and Sarah Kane. Her involvement in Grief will guarantee a truly soulful story, with a bit of bite!

Charlotte Turner-McMullan – Director

Charlotte is Director and Co-founder of Apricity Theatre. She is an actor, writer and director, specialising in physical performance techniques and Shakespeare. After studying a BA in Drama Studies and Creative Writing at Bath Spa University, she stayed on for an MA in Performing Shakespeare, and has recently begun her PhD in gender and performance studies.

Charlotte has acted with various companies, including Beyond the Horizon and The Barded Ladies, who she directed Henry VI Part III for at the 2016 Bristol Shakespeare Festival. She worked as Assistant Director on the TRB Theatre School’s production of Enron, and on Thy Name is Woman with the TRB Engage programme and Screenology Film School.

Her academic study is focused on the performance on the monarch-God connection in Shakespeare’s history plays. Apricity’s 2018 production Fall of Kings will involve part of this research into gender performance, which aims to explore new ways of reading gender through action.


Kat Hipkiss – Associate Artist

Kat is the Managing Director of The Barded Ladies, an all-female theatre company that will be collaborating with Apricity on Fall of Kings in 2018. Kat is a PhD Researcher and Associate Lecturer at Bath Spa University. Her research focuses on the performance of mothers in Shakespeare’s history plays, making her the perfect collaborator for Fall of Kings!

Kat studied a BA in Drama Studies and English Literature at Bath Spa, where she stayed to do her MA in Performing Shakespeare, and now her PhD. She co-founded The Barded Ladies in 2014 alongside Alice Tripp, Sophie Cox and Giverny O’Brine. Since then she has directed and performed in various productions for The Barded Ladies, including A Midsummer Night’s Dream and their Five-woman Hamlet at Shakespeare’s Globe in 2016.

Apricity are excited to welcome Kat on board as Assistant Director for Fall of Kings, which brings with it the privilege of her expertise on traditional approaches to performing Shakespeare’s text, as well as her awesome creative power.


We hope that you are as excited about these upcoming projects as we are. We will be keeping you posted with regular updates, as well as inviting our new (and old) creatives to provide insights into our explorations and developments as we go along. Adventures are coming, watch this space.